19th Dec 2015
It’s his 33rd birthday today and our 5th wedding anniversary. Just one difference – he isn’t there anymore. So it’s just a meaningless date now, overshadowed by a darker, more ominous one in August.
It’s just after 12:00 in the night as I sit writing this. Barely able to see the screen. I don’t even know what to write. It’ll soon be day, and people will start coming in to help me prepare for the evening. I’m having a party you see.
Sorry, I don’t think this post is going anywhere… goodnight.