All I ever wanted was for him to be in my life someway. I was going through a bunch of stuff he’s saved over the years and I found some cards I had sent him. Almost all of them ask him to stay with me forever. Death did us part. And there is nothing to be done about it. All I can do is revisit the pages we wrote together. Open memories. Look over everything again and again and again.
Good for me that he kept almost everything I ever sent him. Including a candy wrapper with my name and a date on it. That was his favorite chocolate – Cadbury’s fruit n nut – I must have given it to him that day. have stuff he sent me too. But that’s in Jaipur, my hometown. I need to get it here – some more memories to look through.
I also promised him that i’ll be there always. Well here I am baby, come n get me!