I’m terrified

So many IVF cycles are failed all around me. I am terrified. Will this even work. Will so much effort bear fruit? So far nothing seems to be going smoothly, there are obstacles and glitches at every turn.

I am leaving for Mumbai tomorrow to start my final egg retrieval cycle. I have 11 eggs frozen and let’s say if I get the same number this time we will have 22 to work with. That’s it. These 22 eggs are going to decide if I get a baby. If they are able to re-freeze his sample, great. If not, this is it!

So scared 😦

I want him by my side.


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