i am shaking, my fingers are uncertain, my breath heavy adn my heart is hammering in my chst. I am feeling such a surge of anger that I had to drop everything and write this.
i was taking some laundry to wash and picked up G’s phone i still share his memories on FB and just opened to see the notifications… and there it was… fuck I can’t type and I am dizzy. my head is swimming. I need to vent…
there was a comment from the guy who was in the car with him. i’d posted the pic g updated as his profile pic last year. my fingers arent working. and ths guy commented on it/ saying he missed g. and the world spun. everything is going in slow motion now.
i hate him, and that he is there to write that, and that he would dare write it. he killed g, he killed him, whys he here. why is he scriwing wiht my head. fuck it…i hate it i hate him